so in the mood for paris

this is not so related just find this a sweeet room!

Christmas is coming~

Great atmosphere at Hershey store @ raffles link! Really had the christmas shopping mood , with all the nice chocolates, presents & christmas songs playing in the background *love it*

it's the 4th day of peace.
Recent hobby is falling asleep on my bed whole day.

sigh...

sigh... what a bad month for me..........

ppl with their comments resulting in what it is now...

if only i chose not to listen...


will there be anymore good things happening to me soon?

Monday is not blue!

This is the happiest monday ever! =) The feeling of finding a long lost friend is amazing! It's like finding a sister that i've lost more than 16 yrs ago, wanting to know how she has been, what she has gone through, how she is now, what kind of person she has become~ WOW! even tho the look become different, but it's just like the same ol' person! haha, not yet know it thoroughly tho, but still glad that at least both of us were happy to have found each other after so long~ so many things to keep up... life has indeed been different for both of us, well, sometimes I find that i'm still the same person, look & size still the same -___-

ahh..~ my heart is dancing with joy =)

Our paris apt near Louvre - Feb 2011~~

I love the small side window that has a paranomic view of the city ^_^
Looking forward!~

this is a nice apt in paris (not the one we staying)

Captain Bligh House - our apt in London~ Feb 2011~

(pic taken from tripadvisor)

panic

going to book an appt with Dr Ang tomorrow.... recently has been feeling more panicky & i just couldn't control it..
sucky feeling

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From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

The effects of a panic attack vary. Some, notably first-time sufferers, may call for emergency services. Many who experience a panic attack, mostly for the first time, fear they are having a heart attack or a nervous breakdown.
Experiencing a panic attack has been said to be one of the most intensely frightening, upsetting and uncomfortable experiences of a person's life.
(yeah...definitely upsetting!)

Sufferers of panic attacks often report a fear or sense of dying, "going crazy," or experiencing a heart attack or "flashing vision," feeling faint or nauseated, a numb sensation throughout the body, heavy breathing (and almost always, hyperventilation), or losing control of themselves. Some people also suffer from tunnel vision, mostly due to blood flow leaving the head to more critical parts of the body in defense. These feelings may provoke a strong urge to escape or flee the place where the attack began (a consequence of the sympathetic "fight-or-flight response") in which the hormone which causes this response is released in significant amounts. This response floods the body with hormones, particularly epinephrine (adrenaline), that aid it in defending against harm.

A panic attack is a response of the sympathetic nervous system (SNS). The most common symptoms may include trembling, dyspnea (shortness of breath), heart palpitations, chest pain (or chest tightness), hot flashes, cold flashes, burning sensations (particularly in the facial or neck area), sweating, nausea, dizziness (or slight vertigo), light-headedness, hyperventilation, paresthesias (tingling sensations), sensations of choking or smothering, and derealization. These physical symptoms are interpreted with alarm in people prone to panic attacks. This results in increased anxiety, and forms a positive feedback loop.

yumyum!!

im so happy! there're many good food @ raffles city basement! yumyum! there're nice desserts, cakes yumyum!! CUPCAKES!! here i come!!

my new found idol ~ kimmy 陈怡文 from 超级偶像2

Paris, Je t'aime

bad day~

what's wrong today? everything just going wrong...
wrong timing, idiotic clients, forgetting things, wasted trips...

sigh...

i hate days like this.. just drive me crazy *keep coooool*

Cupcakes, cupcakes & cupcakes~

the power of our brain

the power of imagination...
do you believe that if you imagine things or places that makes you happy you will feel better? do you believe that if you imagine yourself sick, you will eventually be sick?

how amazing our brain is, that moment i hear my own breathing, & imagine the nose block hindering the air from getting into my lungs, hot flushes rushed up to my head immediately & heart beat escalated like crazy! the physical experience occurs right after the brain IMAGINED. So if I can control my brain to think of happy places, happy moments, things will be better ya?

It's an experiment to try out..

fun sunday

basketball on sunday was great! altho most ppl usually feel very 'nua' on sunday, but glad all turned up! hahaa =)

everytime feel HEALTHY after playing tooo~~

Finally bought my ikea bed frame! time to set up & bring down my good mattress for good nite rests!!!!!! always getting backaches/ headaches etc..lol~
TONITE i shall use my new pillow 1st!

random wednesday

recently the headaches got more frequent. I tried to feel it going through my head, and often i felt a flow of numbness going around. The thoughts of "something must be wrong" keep floating around, but i tried to ignore it. sigh......

had a nice dinner with sheryl & enlong. what a combi lol~
realised that i dont have much crap to talk about, or rather i am SHYYYYY in front of ppl not tat close with?? HAHAHAHAHAHA act shy only ..sheryl dont puiii
just joking... =)

ikea frames

ikea frames are so nice~~~~~

CNY HERE I COME!!!

YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

we are going london & paris during cny next year!~~~ something to look forward to now!~ ^___^

ouch!

outbreak! pimples at every corner of my face!!!!!!!!

movie is nice, but too emo

Spent a little time with bern @ home watching "The Notebook" movie.
it's really nice, touching & made me super emo.



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Cant stop feeling sad of the fact that each human being will get old & dying, & at that point of time, looking back to the good ol'days & missing it. Time can never turn back, and that is the saddest part. We are living each day aimlessly, wastefully. Work Work Work Work and Work. EVeryday just fulfilling the task of working & getting enough money to survive etc... then later stage of getting married, with kids, watching them grow up . get busy busy busy again. Just like that.

SIgh... this is emo... i hate it. The more we hate it, the faster we will get old.

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bikes

Bern's fixing the muji for me to ride.. i hope it will look stylish!
but he says i must wear stylish to fit the bike~~ >__<

Kelong & Farm Day outing~ lol~

Spent my sunday at the kelong fishing with bern, celia & ben.
Really nice weather, sunny/cloudy/windy. Perfect skin tone! *happy*
After that a short visit to Ben's friends' farm & brought home free veggies~~
NICE!

Time will tell a person

someone said, "time will tell a person"
how true it is.
Time really tell a person & indeed like what "she" keep telling me,
do not believe what "he" said..

i am glad.

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this is so nice...

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛 才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星 但几颗会落地
我飞行 但你坠落之际
很靠近 还听见呼吸
对不起 我却没捉紧你
你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像 倾盆大雨
碎了满地 在心里清晰
你不知道我为什么狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是 你不知道的事

Rest

i need to give my brain a rest..

National Day

spent a monday afternoon eating & chilling out with bern, waiting for the 8pm fireworks..

These cupcakes & tea @ Tea Cosy are really nice! I wanna go back again~ Missing it!~~~

Happy 45th Birthday Singapore!!

The day has finally been here. It's not something that I really look forward to. It just reminds me that the year will be coming to an end real soon.
It is something that all of us dread & feel scared about. We are aging & soon I'll be moving to a new chapter of my life - 30's
Next year will be my last year as "20's"

sighhhhhhhhhh...

I have been getting more emo , up & down feeling, & not in the mood for anything other than heading home to my bed after work.

Work has been slow but steadily heading to a good direction. Basic foundation must be strong first. 6 years of it, I hope we are ready to move on.

Relationship wise, it is still a question mark.

wanying's bday celebration

Celebrated WY's bday today & caught some toys as usual.
Tomorrow will be preparing the toys for flea market~ >__<
Loads of fun waiting~

Sat @ Work

Today was a quiet day @ work, had some time with Jessi & Jack for some childish fun~
Can u spot the picture & guess which feature belong to each of us? LOL~~

Nana's coming back to work on tuesday, after 1 week of backpacking to India + a week of MC.

new beginning

im sick of the past. here's a new start to my new blog.